I never was a simple man by nature and I won’t become a simple man ever. Since a long period, it is my ambition to become a writer. I’d written a number of poems and working on many novels, but my most important creations are my thoughts that I always made. I am fourteen years old and had faced a number of problems in my life. Therefore, I know that how difficult things could be. But I always try to achieve, to achieve something good…
It is very
difficult to live in a world, a world of your choice. But in our dreams.., we
always try to make something of our choice. In this journey of my life, I’d
learn a number of things, I’d learn from my mistakes.., and I am sure I will
learn something.., something good, always.
I like to
share beautiful as well as sad moments of my life, with everyone. I like to
share those things that I’ve learn from my life, my mistakes and many more. I
like to share my ideas with everyone. I like to share everything..; I like to
share “The Treasure I Found”…
I had passed
through those valleys which many time made me slow & made me to feel
ashamed on myself. But, now I’d understood that they are only a mirage and they
don’t cost anything for me. The time when I was standing on the road of
progress everyone underestimated me and I know they will keep doing so.
Everyone showed me anger for that I can’t do but any one prace me for that
which is correct and I can do it very well. I’d understood this world. They do
that because they are also a part of this world…
I have a
dream to change this world; to change this world completely, and make it a
better one. But, everyone thought this is only a dream. They never join me in
my dream, my hope, my duty as well as a mission. This reminds me of a poem
which I’d read somewhere .the lines of that poem are as following:
Imagine
there is no heaven
It’s easy if
you try
No hell
below us
Above in
only sky
Imagine all
the people
Living for
today…
Imagine
there are no countries
It isn’t
hard to do
Nothing to
kill or die for
And no religion
too
Imagine all
the people
Living life
in peace…
You may say
I’m a dreamer
But I’m not
the only one.
I hope
someday you will join us
And the
whole world will be as one.
Imagine no
positions
I wonder if
you can
No need for
greed and hunger
A brotherhood
of man
Imagine all
the people
Sharing all
the world…
You may say
I’m a dreamer
But I’m not
the only one
I hope
someday you will join us
And the
whole world will be as one.
The title of
the poem was written as “Imagine”, but I don’t yet know the name of the poet of
this poem. But still, I think I’d understood the meaning of the poem. And I
hope I’ll find the poet too.., and believe: someday they will join us.., and
the whole world will be changed…
Science
fiction! What’s it? Actually; why we need science? According to me: science
fiction is for those who take it as an idea for development. But, then what is science and why we need it?
I think science is a means of development for present. But from where can we
start development.., from the strongest area or from the weakest area which
needs development. I don’t think
development refers to the service provided to the people. If the development
really refers to the service provided to the people so why did those countries
of past had ended which had most of the public services. If we really need
development we have to improve our behaviour towards everyone. We have to dump
the destructive ideas
As I’d
written before I’d given a number of survival tests which were more then enough
for my present life. Sometimes they made me angry and sometimes happy. I’d cried in alone and shout and beaten my
bead. But it is also true that these are those things which made me stronger.
What is
anger? Actually, anger is a process which releases our all negative energy to
fight from out stress. But sometimes this anger goes out of control and
increases our stress. Not only sometimes, mostly it happens! A person having
more negative energy then his or her positive energy is usually unable to
control the anger.
Different
from others:
My best
habit that I like myself is thinking in alone. Some people say that thinking in
alone is not a good thing. But according to me it is the best thing in the
whole world a person can. It is also said that empty mind is evil’s home, so
thinking is a good solution to make you mind full of thoughts. Yes, but the
most important thing when we are thinking is that what we are thinking. Think
positive, be positive and be yourself. These are the true words which will
always inspire you always and makes you different from others. And actually
that is the main topic.
As usual
when thinking in alone I found that others are very much better than me and I
am a dumb kind of person. But that was the worst thought of my whole life. We
should never think that we are dumb even if the whole world said same to us. If
we are really thinking that we are a true dumb and if not we are the one who
always getting a way between millions of problems. After some time when I was
getting this point I came to a path where I found that I am different from
others but not in that way which I was thinking before. And here is the proof,
I am writing this which most of the people can not even understand, I thought
how dumb they are as they thought that I am dumb. Even I feel sorry for those
who are really a part of this world and do not know the truth of this world.
Many a
times I see that a group of people is sitting together and saying other one a
loser. They pretend to be very smart but they are not at all smart. If you individually
visit them they will told you that those were his or her friends whom he is
saying loser. I think that those people not even know the meaning of friend,
how dumb they are. Even those people said to me that “you are my friend”, I
also said them that “You are my best friend.” But if you individually ask me I
will surly say that those are the worst people I’ve ever seen and they are not
at all my friends. Do you know the reason that why will I do so? If not I will
tell you. Actually, I ne’er like to fight with those people who are dumb and
also I do like to make myself a step away from those.
Once my
teacher asks me to tell then names of my friends I took only one name. My
teacher replied “school is too big and you have only one friend. See the others
they have a lot of friends.” I said to my teacher that:” Mam, actually most of
the students do not have a single friend, at least I have one. Others have
mates, schoolmates, partners but not friends.” Actually the word friend
contains a very deep meaning which is not undertaken by most of the people.
And at
that time I was the only person who knows all these things. And it is also a
proof that I am not a dumb and I have different from others. This is the thing
in me which makes me different from others, better from others. My thoughts are
my best thing. This is the thing in me which makes me overtake all those who
thought me dumb. And one day they will be frightened when they will see me
ahead them…
Deep Pain:
Some people
say that they are in a great trouble but a real trouble is more than you and I
can think. When we do hard work, there is a good feeling inside of you. And
that good feeling is that one day you will get the success after a lot of work
and agony. When we are in pain there is also a good feeling which can be made
that one day this pain will end and we will start our life’s beautiful moments
again. In both of these cases there is a spark of hope inside of you.
But.., when
we lost everything and our hopes were dying there is no healing of the agony
and pain which will eat you inside of you.
Deep pain
can never be healed; no one can stop that fire which is burning inside of you.
No one is able to heal that damaged which is buried inside of you and that is
called the deep pain.
I have
experienced that pain which is eating me fro a long time.
